I went into a depression after miscarrying my second baby in the first trimester. The mind knowing that this was nature’s way, didn’t help a grief stricken heart. I couldn’t stand to be in a room full of people, markets scared me, and I felt like an unanchored boat.
It was a very dark 6-8 months of my life. Even a loving hug made me feel as if I would crumble and fall apart. Once you decide, the how is action done to get you there. Your choice has to be from
YOUR HEART TO THE UNIVERSE.
💕🙏
Faith and a determination to live completely , whatever it took to do that kept me going, along with love and unconditional support from my family.
20 years later, I am writing about it, prompted by Renuka’s desire to reach out to someone facing rough times.
- Ruchika Handa
Renuka’s note to Ruchika: Dearest Ruchika, I am so sorry for your loss and very grateful to you for coming forward about your experience with courage and grace. Your sense of gratitude and love for life is truly inspiring. Thank you and much love.
I am a burned out international lawyer & mother with Fibromyalgia and anxiety, trying to re-discover my identity.
